Multidimensional thinking 101

The Twin Flame Journey is a multidimensional journey by nature. That means it is about your existence in all 12 dimensions. We live in the third dimension, as you might know. This is ‘the real life’ that we are living, that we are creating by accident or purpose, and that we want to change.

It is, however, not the only dimension that exists and in fact it is dependent on all the other dimensions. Now to be honest I have no clue about the 2rd or 1st one, they are kind of elemental and stuff, I think, so let’s just skip them and talk about the higher ones.

There’s the 4th dimension, the astral one, and the 5th dimension, which by my knowlegde of this time it the one we are trying to connect to. Because the 4th is very cloudy, a lot of junk floating around and all that (very much like our oceans), and the clarity and guidance to move through that heavy 4D stuff that creates everting in 3D is to be found in the 5th.

someone meditating

You live there, too. It is another version of you, a higher one. It is not the highest (it is in terms of ‘higher selfs’ still kind of low), but for now let’s call it your Higher Self. Don’t think it’s perfect up there in 5D – 4D is influencing it, too.

You and your twin flame are very much in Union in 5D. You might not be able to see him there if your vision is cloudy, but he is there and has never left your side. For the purpose of the uniting with him or her, 5D is your goal.

Now as I said, you already exist there. The journey takes place here in 3D, this body that is you, reading this lines. You need to ‘remember’ multidimensional thinking and existing, you need to learn it or rather practise it.

A good place to start is people who have died. Do you know one? Relative, or no relative, personally known or not, human or animal? Yes, it can be a celebrity, like Cory Monteith (I can really recommend this dude), but be aware that there are spirits in 4D that are imitating them, or imitating angels, gods, or anyone, really. Yes, that is something to consider. But don’t worry too much about it… you will learn to recognize them. The most important thing is to get going. I get that you might not want to ‘channel’ people but to get into contact with your own Life Assistance Team, you’ll need to open a channel to them. 😉

You can also contact your Higher Self, or your twin’s. In fact, this also will be neccessary for this journey. You can start there, too. Honestly, start with what seems the most desirable for you!

Books to read:

• Opening to channel, by Sanaya Roman
• Alchemy of the Nine Dimensions, by Barbara Hand-Clow

The ‘false twin’ Experience

Today’s question:

“So I have feelings for some hot guy but that isn’t happening for the first time and all those hot guys from the past turned out to be pretty cold after all, how can I know this is my real One this time… maybe he’s a false twin? Sirona wHelp!!!”

Okay, so I made the asker up but you know what I mean. It is a question many people have. I had it, and I got some good advice that got me through it.

First of all: Your feelings are not wrong. Never. Your feelings are telling you something, and this is what all of this is about. Your feelings. Listen to them. It actually doesn’t matter who the guy is (in the beginning) because whatever your emotional patterns are, they will come up. False or right twin. It really doesn’t matter. Look at your feelings, your patterns, your pains. Heal them, life with them, love them, even the painful ones.

(It is all about your feelings!!!)

It all happens on the inside. Divine Union happens on the inside first. So whoever triggers you, that is a good one. He might not be the One, or he might be it. First, when you’re starting out, and you’re too confused and stuck in your old patterns, you won’t even know the difference.

It is going to take time, effort and patience (ugh i know) to go through that.

This also has everything to do with the famous Law of Attraction. It doesn’t mean you ask and get whatever you have asked for. It means you get what you are. And this is what your emotions are for, to show you how, what and where you are.

Believe me. I have been devastated by doubt, confusion and self-consciousness. “He can’t be it he’s too good for me”, “he can’t be it he’s too bad for me”, etc. None of this has to do with the Other but with that I thought of myself. In the first case I thought I wasn’t good enough (huge blockage!) and in the second I thought that bringing up my pain and stuff isn’t what ‘the One’ should be doing – but of course it is exactly what the One is doing.

When times goes by and you do your work and are something like evolving you will either find a new hot guy (this is when the old one turns out to be a false twin) OR you will get confirmations about the current one being your One. Those confirmations of course come as feelings as well, and you will have insights and revelations about “OMG it IS him/her how great is life I love it omgomgomg” etc.

The next day you might doubt him again but it doesn’t matter because that just shows you have some more work to do and when you’re done with that, you’ll have a new revelation. That’s how it works. 😉 That’s why it’s called ‘a journey’… because it goes on. Because you move through stuff… grow a bit…

Conclusion: Whenever you think you might have found your Twin Flame, ThiS IS GOOD!!! Because the feelings of loving him/her are actually activated and glowing inside of you. They want to find the right recipient to your love just as well, and this is really important. Yes, you love your twin flame even when you are with a ‘false twin’, so don’t worry about the outcome. The eternal love is already living inside of you! And it is guiding you. In the end it’s ALL about love, anyway!

Books to guide you through upsets and emotions:

• The Vortex: Where the Law of Attraction Assembles All Cooperative Relationships, by Esther Hicks (channeling Abraham Hicks, and all of her works are brilliant, google it)
• Living with Joy: Keys to Personal Power and Spiritual Transformation, by Sanaya Roman
• more recomandations in this article about twin flames

 

 

The Difference between Twin Flames and bodily Twins – DNA stuff!

Definition time! (… again, and I’m not sorry for that.)

Have you ever wondered why Twin Flames are called like that although they are not bodily related, although they are not ‘actual’ twins? Well I have, which might be due to the fact that I have a living twin sister. And this is also why I have thought about the term ‘twinning’ and ‘twins’ and what it means… a lot.

The word ‘twin’ comes from Middle English twinne, Old English twinn, from Proto-Germanic *twinaz  and ultimately from Proto-Indo-European *dwino – all of that means “two” or “double”. In bodily terms it referrs to two siblings who shared the womb at the same time. Those can be of any gender and even be half siblings genetically in case the mother get’s pregnant at the same time from two different men. When referring to identical twins, the term ‘identical’ means they share the same DNA by scientific standarts. Those are changing standarts of course, and from a wholesome perspective identical twins share in fact only 4% of all DNA which includes the 12 strand version. This means 4% of our DNA make up our bodily appearance.

The word twin referring to the soul though means that this person is ‘your genetic equal’, the energetic twin, the only person in the world and actually that ever lived that belongs to (or is) the same Higher Self as you. This makes you two so uniquely perfect for each other. That also makes it really hard to come into alignment with in case you are out of synch with your Higher Self, or what people like to call ‘who you really are’. Upon meeting, seeing, sensing or even thinking about your energetic twin with which you share 96% of all your DNA, said DNA responds by activating what is dormant, and this can even lead to Kundalini arising. This is real deep and hard shit, so be glad that you can journey towards it!

(The base chakra concerned with bodily things)

The journey to Union with your twin flame is the journey to activate your DNA and align with your Higher Self. This is good news because you don’t need your counterpart to be bodily present to do it. But the fact that he or she is out there motivates the fuck out of you to do the work, and that is good too! Lol!

But we do need to talk a bit more about bodily twins, because this concerns way more people than commonly thought. Scientists are catching up fast with the fact that there are a lot of ‘womb twins’ in pregnancies where in the end only one baby get’s born. Sometimes the mother knows, sometimes she doesn’t because doctors usually don’t tell. Sometimes the mother tells the child but most often she doesn’t because it is considered ‘not important’. Oh boy… it is important for the child. It is of utter and life threatening importance when you are in the womb and there is an other and that other dies and leaves you – you will search for the other, and you will live out ‘getting left’ until you resolve this earliest attachment of them all.

Some people blaming their twin flame for things are actually projecting their twin loss unto them. The bodily twin relationship is – like everything else that is bodily and wordly – very important and I’d say a basic step (red chakra!) to heal on this journey to your beloved twin flame.

Books to help you solve prenatal (and ancestral) attachment problems:

• The Drama in the Womb: The Surviving Twin Syndrome, by Alfred Austermann
• Womb Twin Survivors: The Lost Twin in the Dream of the Womb, by Althea Hayton
• Born Whole: Heal your pre-birth trauma, by Wes Gietz
• Family Constellations Revealed: Hellinger’s Family and other Constellations, by Indra Preiss

 

Karma and fake Karma

Today I wanna talk about the latest statement I made:

“What about the karma of the two ‘Flames’ being separated since aalll lifes and now finally have to find each other in this ‘last lifetime’ at the ‘end of all karma’….? Complete and utter BS. Well. Unless it’s true and in fact that is the case.”

But Sirona, you ask, how can both be true? Sirona, hooow? Whyyyy?

We need to talk about Karma and karma. Again, the problem is that people don’t define! Maybe people don’t even know there’s a difference?

I have learned that there are two kinds of karma, and I have learned it the not easy way, which means I have not read about it in a book. I have heard it from my ‘Life Assistance Team’ and by looking at my own past lifes.

Let’s look at the definition of normal, organic karma. I go into a body, do some things, and whatever is unresolved at the end of my life, that’s what I need to resolve in my next life. So far, so simple. But with this type of karma, there is no such thing as punishment, and I – as the soul – can plan pretty much the circumstances for the next life which means if I go into as two persons, they will meet. No karma can separate me from myself.

But then there is Karma. I will not call it that from now on because it’s an articical concept – let’s call it Gotya. It’s not a concept, apologies, it’s more of a technology. An artificial intelligence technology. It’s also referred to as ‘the dark net’ or stuff like that. It was installed by Not Friendly Beings. The Gotya will trap you on earth or in a fake heaven or hell after you died a traumatizing death AND they managed to get to you. I had a life after that I was trapped there. This was when I stayed separate from my ‘twin flame’ for a long time – but it didn’t manage to harm my real karma as to keep us separated in the next life time. (Which means I  as the having-died-person was separated but my soul created a new person for the next life and there we were not separated.)

I guess for this to happen you will have to be trapped in the Gotya for a few lifetimes, so that when you go in again, you have no chance but to actually be reborn in the Gotya. (Or you do into Gotya by your own free will, that is possible, too. Most souls do that to help free others stuck in there…)

(The Gotya Net)

And that’s not a nice or easy life you’ll have then. BUT of course you can escape it. Not after so and so many life times, NOW. You are Souvereign in every life, even trapped in Gotya. It will be harder to realise that, and get your power back, but it is possible.

So, the ‘end of all karma’ really is just the freedom from Gotya. It can happen in any life time. This is not your last lifetime, because this desicion most certainly hasn’t been made. The real karma doesn’t tell you if you have to come back or not, it let’s you – as the soul – decide for yourself, and boy, you can and will change your mind!

If you are not trapped in Gotya, you can and will find your ‘twin flame’ anyhow. If you have unresolved normal karma, you don’t need to go back – no one will force you! The earth can and will deal with it! In God’s world there are no To-Do-Lists!!!

How do you know if you are trapped in the dark net?

I don’t know. Go and journal. Work on yourself because that’s good whether you’re trapped or not. Upgrade your light body. Get attuned to Reiki and heal yourself. That IS needed in any case. In case you are trapped, you’ll free yourself. In case you’re not trapped, you’ll heal yourself anyway. And that is good.

Start your journey to Souvereignity with these books:

• The Reiki Magic Guide to Self-Attunement, by Brett Bevell
• The Sophia Code, by Kaia Ra
• Author: Magenta Pixie

 

What are Twin Flames and Does everybody have one?

The most important and infamous question based on my study of facebook groups!!!

It is my understanding that everbody not only has a soul, but is a soul. YOU are a divine expression of your soul. Did you know that souls are Divine and Souvereign? They can make decisions. So whether they come to earth as a single individual or as two, called ‘Twin Flames’, this is completely up to them.

But let me first tell you my definition of Twin Flames. A soul planning to incarnate will create a ‘persona’, so to speak, a Higher Self. This is you at your full divinity. This Higher Self, as everything else in the known universe, exists as male and female at the same time. Male and Female are like Up and Down, one cannot exist without the other. Would you agree?

(Shiva & Shakti in one body)

When this Higher Self incarnates the female in a body and the male in another body (the bodily gender doesn’t have to be the same, they can be same gendered or not) then that is what people call twin flames, what I call soul twins and what probably actually should be called Higher-Self-Twins. Words and definitions are important here, because not everybody uses the same.

This means in one life you can ‘have a twin flame’ and in another you and your twin flame are one being.

Now.

Dissatisfied?

What about the karma of the two ‘Flames’ being separated since aalll lifes and now finally have to find each other in this ‘last lifetime’ at the ‘end of all karma’….?

Complete and utter BS. Well. Unless it’s true and in fact that is the case. Yes, it can be both, and I need to explain this in a separate article because I would loose my red thread.

People who ask “does every one have a twin flame”, what are you really asking? Isn’t it… DO I HAVE ONE AND WHERE THE FUCK IS S/HE?

I believe this is indeeed on your mind. And if it is… then the answer is YES. You do have one. Why else would you looking for him/her????????????

But that doesn’t really answer the whole questions because what else you really asking is – how can I believe I have one? Do I deserve one? Why isn’t he here already? Does she even like me? Why is The Life keeping us apart?

You see, those questions can’t be answered for you. You need to find out for yourself. Grab a journal – pen or computer – and start your journey. I will give you some directions like books to read (yup you’re welcome) or make some questionable statements that will fire your mind (I hope), but really, it’s all up to you.

Books to read for real:

• Love Will Find You, by Kathryn Alive (look out for other booklets of her that are sometimes free on Amazon)
• Twin Flames: Finding Your Ultimate Lover, by Jeff and Shaleia Divine
• Awakening the Sacred Love of the Twin Flame, by Shanna MacLean
• Soul Mates and Twin Flames: The Spiritual Dimension of Love and Relationships, by Elizabeth Clare Prophet

 

What is Star Sister of Magdalas Order of the Red Rose?

This blog will be about

• the starseed experience
• twin flame journey and musings
• masters like: Mary Magdalene & Yeshua, Sekhmet & Bast, Kwan Yin
• Angels, the Divine (the One Sophia Source, Christ Consciousness, Law of One), and such spiritual stuff
• DNA activations, light body, energy & frequencies

All the good stuff you might say! Currently I’m working on setting it up but I already got a few ideas for articles! Look out for:

• what are twin flames and does everybody have one?
• how can I find out my starseed origin & mission?
• Ascension – wtf? I don’t even know what I should be cooking today
• can I trust everything that is ‘channeled’? If not, then how do I know what info to trust?
• WHAT BOOKS SHOULD I READ (the ever ongoing question)

And so on!

Also look out for one nice picture in every article that I have no rights to whatever but I’ll post it anway. Like this:

It’s pretty!

See you soon!